Sunday, January 27, 2008

Demotivation

I'm off today and it's my last day off before Scott's family comes to visit on Friday. I'm sitting on the couch with Chou and we are watching Comedy Central.

I need to go to the grocery store. I also need to do more laundry. And put away my scrapbooking stuff. And find Scott's military paperwork.

I'm a little overwhelmed right now, and anxiety is rearing it's head at me. Last night I had a very difficult time going to sleep despite the fact that I took a sleeping pill and was already falling asleep on the couch. Once I got to bed my mind would just not stop processing details for the wedding, my refinance, that we're probably moving in a few weeks into a house nearby...

I need a personal assistant, maid, chef and a few clones would be nice.

7 comments:

Ninja Of The Mundane said...

Why are you having to move?

ReesePie said...

we don't HAVE to move, we want to. The house in question has a fenced yard and will save us oodles of money every month.

Kelsie-lou said...

So, how much does the maid/chef/personal assistant position pay?

ReesePie said...

for YOU? I'd give you room and board.

Ang said...

Hang in there, cutie. I had a thought cross my head when I felt the same way today and the thought said (I kid you not): "Take care of the essential -- the rest will come."

The voices in my head are talking to me. It's frightening. I've found that if I don't go to sleep right after I take the pill (the sleeping one) that I'm screwed, too. Here's to de-stressing, not thinking too much and good sleep. xoxoxoxo

ReesePie said...

Thanks Ang... your support means a lot to me.

Kelsie-lou said...

So is room and board MORE or LESS than you'd give someone else? Haha....